Christmas 2013

It's First of December! I should be happy, right? Just like anybody else, they're excited with what's for their christmas. I am, believe me. But not so happy. How's that possible? I'll tell you why. If you've been spending your christmas alone, figuratively, then you'll feel that empty spot on your heart. Somehow, it's prominent during these type of holidays. Why, you ask? Because without someone special with you to celebrate it, is one thing.

But working your ass off while you know that your family is having a dinner at home, opening gifts, singing their butts off and merely celebrating it in a solemn way, you're gonna think "Why the hell am I sitting in this office chair, in front of a damn computer monitor and helping out people who are happy at home with their loved ones?" It's like, "Hey, boss! You're at home with your wife and kids, getting warm and still making money while I'm here, working on the wee hours of the night, trying to make money for your bull of a company!"

I am not actually just speaking for myself, but for all of us who are in our offices on the 25th of December! Some people would say that I shouldn't complain at all, because at least I have a job. But job and money aren't just what's in it. Yes, you are making money. Yes, you do have a job. But not being able to enjoy the hardwork on the day that you know your family should be all present, is just a complete waste!

Anyway, that's not the whole point. I think I'm just being sentimental. I just wish I could at least be with my family on Christmas and New Year's Eve! Sigh! Too bad I have to still work!

Xoxo,
Seruh