Random Thoughts

So I was on break when I started writing this. I realized I haven't blogged for ages now. And I noticed that time flew by so fast while I was enjoying music from my Spotify, when I realized my break's almost over. I was listening to Fall Out Boy's Dance, Dance. Urgh!

Any hoo, it'll just be a few days more (three days to be exact) before I leave this office and this career, for good (I hope).

I'm applying for a Fire Officer post. My best friend knew, and it seems like our friendship started to fizzle out because of it. We rarely see each other. Though in the past, we caught up like 2-3 times per year but I knew back then that we're good. So I decided to write her an open letter. I don't know if she'd be able to read this.

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Bhezzie,

I've been missing you a lot lately. We rarely talk. We rarely exchange messages. Heck, we haven't even saw each other for months now. 

I don't know but I feel like we're drifting apart. And I'm slowly blaming my career change for that. You reminded me, many times, that this new job would change me a lot. Physically. But it didn't cross my mind that it would change our friendship too. It didn't occur to me that you will drift yourself apart from the friendship we built from years ago.

I miss seeing you five days a week. I miss our non-sense antics and musings. I miss exchanging letters with you thru a scrap, in the middle of a class. I miss sharing our comfort food. I even miss just sitting right next to you.

I couldn't recall when did we really fall apart. I am hoping for us to reconnect and catch up. I am missing you a lot.

Your (hopefully) best friend.