Linggo, Abril 9, 2017

Life

What is Life? How do you go about making it so meaningful and useful? I didn't ponder about that for the past 27 years of my life, until very recently. March 7, 2017 at around 12midnight. I received the news that my best friend died. Imagine my angst, the sorrow and shock I felt? Indescribable! She didn't even let me know that she was in the hospital for 2weeks. It was so painful. Couple of days before that news, I always passed by this street where someone's wake was being held. And I told myself, "How does it feel to lose someone so dear to you? I bet it's so painful that I wouldn't wanna know how it feels." And just BAM! I got the news. Seb, wherever you are. Just know this. I LOVE YOU AND I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER. Just exactly 24mins from now, it will be your birthday. You're supposed to turn 28. Whatever dreams and goals in life you have, I'll be the one to continue it. And I promise not to forget this day for the rest of my life. I miss you so much and it's already killing me. I love you to the moon and back. To infinity and beyond. "Tayo lang ang may forever" right?









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